I miss you

Today. Right now.
I feel the need of you beside me.
I was feeling better actually before this.
But then i had to listen to Keep Holding On song.
It hit me.
Maybe all this time all i need was letting go my feeling.
Not letting you go.
And i dont know why my heart feel unease.
And then i started to miss you.
The kind of miss that you feel some sort of pain on ur chest,
as if your being ripped out of something.
So i texted you saying how much i need you right now.
But all i get was nothing.
You didnt reply as usual.
I get used of it.
But i need you now.
I need you so bad. 
But you werent there.
You never were these day.