Things i want you to know

It has been quite a month after the last time we talked
And it has been quite a week after i last texted you
Those text that you never did reply until now
Those text that you just left it hanging

It maybe sound childish with this blocking things
But it was the right way for me to at least go on
At least i am not waiting for you to come around
Because even if you do text, it did not came through

Knowing you, i know you left for good this time
You were right, things got serious and hard
And i am overthinking while you had your own problem
We both messed up and fuck up this time

Honestly, i did not expect you to reply that day
I thought i will get only the series of bluetick
Funnily we can talk the same as if nothing ever happen
Even with sarcastic and how we pick those things up

I am glad you open up and explain it the reason you left
Even though it seems ridiculous now i think about it
Honestly i do not want to know your problem
Cause i know that i will get involve with it

The things you did to the people you love, eh?
You told me i forgot to said it the last time
But when i said it right this time, just like you ask
The answer is the same, you still kept on silent

I was never good enough for you is it?
And you already make your mind right?
You do not want me, you just want me to go
You never care about me, you just wanted to try

It is okay, you do not need to explain anything
I leave you and i forgave you
Things change and people change
We were never the same people anymore

I pray you get through any problem you had now
I wish you the best in everything you do
I never hold any grudge at you nor did i hate you
You were my best friend and you will always be

I am sorry for hurting you with my words or action
I am sorry for not being there when you need me
I am sorry for not stick around and see you success
I am sorry for the way i left and keep you hanging

I hope you never forget about me and about us
I hope you think about me once in awhile
I hope you said my name in your prayer
And i hope you be happy with your life

Farewell for now my friend
Hope to meet again
Somewhere up there
Maybe that time, we work it out