Somehow

I dont care what they said
I dont care if it looks like I waste my time
If it seems like i was stupid
Or desperate or something

This is what i truly feel
Even if i try to deny it
It will always there
Always

You make me happy
In a strange way
You make me
All this weird feeling
That i couldnt even explain it to myself

You make me feel
Those butterfly in tummy
The heart beat fast
Like i was in space or something
How did you do that?

After all this time
I thought i lost it
I though i move on
Even though i know i still like you
I know i still miss you

Then u say it
How sorry you were
But thats not it
The fact you didnt ignore me
This time around
And i feel it
All those feeling
You once gave me
And it was like nothing happen before this
It was like we were in good terms

I still like you though
Even sometime i miss you
Till i feel ache in every part of my body
The urge to talk to you
But i know i couldnt

I still like you
After all these year
And even though i seems okay
Seeing new people or whatever
I know my heart stays with you
Because nothing seems right with everyone else
I try to be open but i cant
And it was so weird
It was so not like me

I understand that
We both need some time alone
We need to figure it out
We wanted to explore the world
Chasing our hopes and dreams
But somehow i dont mind
Because i belive
If it meant to be
We will be together eventually
Even if it tooks the rest of my life
I know i willing to wait a thousand years for you

Cliche as it may seem
But these is what i feel
And even if we didnt end up together
I was grateful to meet you
To be one of your friends
Creating memories and all that
Thanks for everything
Friend... :)