Late night thoughts

I find myself missing you.
I feel my heart ache and empty.

I let myself fall in dark place again.
But it seems like you feeling just fine.

Was it easy to forget me?
Was it easy to let everything go?
Doesn’t you feel slightly empty when I’m not around?

I wish to be just like you.
I wish it was damn easy to delete everything about us just like you did.

You said you wouldn’t leave me.
You said you wouldn’t hurt me.

But you did.
Yes you did.

People change and I should have see it coming.
But I wish at least you said sorry for the things you did.

I wish you say sorry for hurting me.
I wish you said final goodbye.

At least I had a closure.
And I won’t start wondering and questioning like now.